kita tidak sempurna dua

maaflah saje nak skema. sebenarnya aku nak letak tajuk We're Not The Perfect Two. tapi itu sangat cliche'. korang dapat kan apa aku nak sampaikan? kalau tak dapat, ate kite bio aje lah. heheh.

nak share sikit lirik lagu yang aku tengah duk layan sekarang.

Perfect Two Break Up version
*yang aku highlight tu aku tujukan khas kat die

we always used to talk
real late after midnight
Now the only thing we do
on the phone is fight

is there a way to
make this go away
i dont think that 
we're gonna be okay

you were my hero and i 
was your sidekick
now you're gonna be the 
tear that i cry when we split

baby i dont think that i
can do this
it seems so wrong makin'
up with only one kiss

dont think that i could ever be
able to stay with you now baby
cause in time i know that we'll
both see
we're not meant to be

cause you're the one 
who makes me cry
you would never,
ever save me

all your words are 
full of lies
you're not the one i
wanna marry

cause baby can't you see?
we're just a fantasy?
there's nothing we can do
we're not the perfect two

we're not the perfect two
we're not the perfect two
baby, me and you
we're not the perfect two

i thought you were my prince
and i was your princess
now that we're here
all of that is meaningless

i think i was a fool
for letting you fill the spaces
between my hands
and my diary pages

you used to be the one 
that made me happy
you used to tell me
you were lucky to have me

now youre as cold
as the winter weather
but i dont care
cause we're no longer together

baby i dont think that i could ever be
able to stay with you now baby
cause in time i know that we'll
both see
we're not meant to be

cause you're the one 
who makes me cry
you would never,
ever save me

all your words are 
full of lies
you're not the one i
wanna marry

cause baby can't you see?
we're just a fantasy?
there's nothing we can do
we're not the perfect two

we're not the perfect two
we're not the perfect two
baby, me and you
we're not the perfect two

you know that i'll never 
love you
like the way i ever used to
but you kn0w i will 
remember you

now that im gone i smile
it took me quite awhile 
to see we wont walk the aisle

cause you're the one 
who makes me cry
you would never,
ever save me

all your words are 
full of lies
you're not the one i
wanna marry

cause baby can't you see?
we;re just a fantasy?
there's nothing we can do
we're not the perfect two

we're not the perfect two
we're not the perfect two
baby, me and you
we're not the perfect two

puasa

sekarang ni aku tengah bersungguh-sungguh nak ganti puasa tahun lepas yang entah berapa banyak hari aku tinggal. aku dah niat nak ganti dalam 20 hari tapi setakat ni baru dapat buat 5 hari. masuk hari ni 6 la. heheh. eh, jangan salah faham aku bukan tinggal puasa sampai 20 hari ye. melampau la tu. haha. tu adalah jumlah daripada tahun lepas dan tahun lepas-lepas. aku bajet-bajet je la. ganti lebih-lebih sikit tak salah pon kan. hee. harap-harap dapat la ganti semua sebelum masuk bulan ramadhan. :)

tak sabar nak tunggu bulan ramadhan. esok dah plan dengan my mum nak buat biskut cornflakes. heheh. teruja punya pasai. :D

hati

sejak kebelakangan ni hati aku rasa macam-macam. susah sangat nak maafkan orang. hati dah keras macam batu. selalu rasa tak tenang. so tadi aku google kejap pasal hati. macam-macam aku jumpa. ni salah satunya:

"Jangan ingat kesalahan orang, tapi ingat kebaikan dia. Dan jangan ingat kebaikan kita dengan orang."

memang kene setepek kat aku. ha, padan muka.

Ya Allah, lembutkanlah hatiku dan kurniakanlah ketenangan hati kepadaku. Amin.

Quotes from the Holy Quran

Men are the protectors and maintainers of women, because Allah has given the one more (strength) than the other, and because they support them from their means. Therefore the righteous women are devoutly obedient, and guard in (the husband's) absence what Allah would have them guard. As to those women on whose part ye fear disloyalty and ill-conduct, admonish them (first), (Next), refuse to share their beds, (And last) beat them (lightly); but if they return to obedience, seek not against them Means (of annoyance): For Allah is Most High, great (above you all).

nothing

aku memang tak ada benda nak tulis. selain pasal result aku. -___- hurm, okay je. 2 point something dan cgpa masih berada di tahap 3 point something. dekat-dekat cerun jugaklah. pheuwww~

tipu la kalau aku kata aku tak kecewa langsung dengan result yang macam tu. kecewa la sikit. okay aku tipu lagi. aku teramat sangat lah kecewa. hey, dalam kepala otak aku ni masih lagi terngiang-ngiang peristiwa yang aku bersengkang mata setiap malam, aku tertidur depan komputer, aku terlelap masa aku tengah mewarna dengan berus kat tangan aku tuu. esok ada forum, test, tapi malam tu berhempas-pulas siapkan projek yang kene submit hari tu jugak. ditambah lagi dengan tragedi roomate aku dah hampir macam kene histeria kerana ditinggalkan kekasih sehidup-sematinya. aku sebagai roomate yang prihatin dan berdedikasi tak kan nak bio je. mesti la aku pujuk dan memberi kata-kata semangat. perghh, memang gila habaq hang!

aku siap nanges sorang-sorang ngadu kat bantal aku. tapi malangnya semua tu masih tak cukup. apa-apa pun, alhamdulillah la tak da subjek yang fail. aku nak aim higher for next semester. thats all i can do as an imperfect human being!

semangat! semangat!

gloomy day

im expecting a bright sunny day instead of this hazy gloomy morning. ughh. the weather really affects my mood. its 10am right now and i haven't seen my result. not so thrilled. and im having butterflies right now! -__-

anyway, i just pray that everythings gonna be okay. amin. :)

The B.A.W.A.N.G

sebelum tu, nak bagitau awal-awal. aku bukan nak cerita pasal nama saintifik bawang, asal-usul bawang dan keluarga-keluarga bawang.


korang makan bawang tak?? kalau nak tahu, kecik-kecik dulu aku tak suka makan bawang. kalau makan nasik, aku susun cantik-cantik tepi pinggan. aku selalu fikir kenapa la mak aku suka sangat letak bawang dalam lauk-lauk yang dia masak. rasa macam nak ketuk kepala aku tak? haha. okay, bertenang. macam aku cakap tadi ini kisah aku kecik-kecik dulu. pegi baca balik pada baris pertama, perenggan kedua.

sekarang aku dah boleh terima anjakan paradigma ni. yelah, bila dah menceburi bidang masakan baru aku sedar- kalau tak ada bawang, nak masak apa pon tak boleh~. makin lama aku makin menghargai kehadirannya dalam setiap masakan. haha. ayat nak sedap je. sebab bawang tu lah yang menyedapkan makanan. bayangkan korang makan makanan ni tanpa bawang --> burger, ayam masak kicap, tom yam dan yang berkaitan dengannya. mestilah x sedap kan?

sebenarnya aku cuba nak kaitkan cerita aku ni dengan kehidupan kita. sometimes, benda yang kita tak suka tu lah yang bawak manfaat. contohnya, kau tak suka minum susu. tapi kau dah tahu yang kau ada masalah osteoporosis! haha. contoh je la eh. sebab aku x dapat nak fikir contoh lain. so, jangan degil sangat konon nak tetap pendirian tapi tak bertempat. kalau perlu, turunkan ego ya kawan-kawan! x wajib pon junjung ego tu tinggi-tinggi. :)